august has been one of my record month in my 2 years of blogging, a grand total of...ONE...post for the whole month. i feel ashamed at myself for calling myself a blogger, really.

anyways, moving on, happy 2 years anniversary to my blog and blogspot counts this post as my 300th post (must have some posts type halfway not posted ba, hee...). to preserve all my entries, i've finally managed get my ass to set up another blog i'm been thinking of doing for the last half a year.

its been great at blogspot and a good start to learn all the geek computer language. however, nothing is forever like the chinese saying goes 'tian xia wu bu shan de yan xi'.

thanks blogger for all the good times we've had and all the good friends i've had made. you are firmly etched in my heart being my very first.

update your link and visit me at 'Love Rainbows'. :)

its been the longest longest longest time since i've last blog. a good long month!

have been most busy with my school assignments mainly. sounds as if there's a lot but actually only 2. haa... but its really not easy lor. been looking forward to this weekend because its the weekend since the longest longest longest time where i can just sleep late, wake up, stone and surf the net for pleasure.

the last few weeks has been extremely stressful and its like only the beginning with 2 more assignments to go plus 2 tests before my exams in november. i'm really hoping to do it all right this time round so that i don't go around in circles and also waste any more time and money.

lots of things happen in the last month on top of my assignments. like a great loads of fun trip up to genting with dar, regan, ah di and calyn. like watching the nicest, beautifulest and coolest fireworks imported from france. like adopting a new blog name - RAINBOW! haha...

the same colleague that commented on my blogging was sharing on how famous bloggers have always some sort of moniker - falling snow, drink won't vomit, drink a lot, sh*t colour etc. so i should come up with one too since those whom always uses own real names are never popular. after delibrately, he felt sticking with the nature is the best (i bet its because i'm such a natural person, haha) therefore i'm now being baptist 'R.A.I.N.B.O.W'.

i'm so touched that he bothered (actually it shows how free he is in office lor). but its hilarious. i'm called rainbow aka cai hong, since my surname in hanyu pinyin is really cai, in office - 'cai hong, customer want etc etc, how huh?'. i like rainbows la. imagine finding me is equivalent to finding a pot of gold! so if you find me, you'll be rich, what a cool slogan for my new blog page. yes, i'm moving. because i've accumulated 300 posts and any more it will start over-riding my previous posts which i wouldn't want it to happen.

its been a nice 2 years here. looking back has been wonderful. there was so much memories - happy, sad, angry...

haven't decided if i should still stick to blogger or somewhere else yet. will let you all know soon in my next official announcement post. remember to update your link ya!

i'm feeling melancholic. this feeling always magnifies when i'm all alone at night reflecting the day - if there's anything i can do better.

more often than not, there are lots of things that i could. and this makes me depressed thinking why didn't i do these things better than.

like i've been losing my temper so frequently at dar - always wanting to do things my way, not listening to any of his suggestions or alternatives, sending everything that went wrong his way, nothing is my fault, commanding him here and there.

he's the best thing that happen to me and has been pretty very extraordinarily wonderful to me (i hope i'm not boosting his ego if he ever reads this, yes, he don't read my blog normally).

but i think humans are very contemptible. the nicer one is to the other, the other tend to take it for granted. then when being treated the opposite way, the other become nice back. its hardly always one nice and the other nice back.

i shall resolve from this minute onwards to be nice. very nice. very very nice. and i sincerely hope he will be very very very nice back.

my very buddy fellow colleague was reading my blog and he says i've got a problem because i like taking pictures of myself and putting it up. come to think of it, that was really narcistic of me. but that is also a common personality trait of people whom blog.

it may not be a strong and obvious characteristic in some. however, i believe this streak of personality is in a blogger, just to what extent - xiax*e vs xiaoluo. the first talks about herself all day long. the latter talks about the world, the news, the books and a tiny tiny tiny bit of himself.

i've tried to justify to say i haven't been doing that for the longest time. but actually, the real reason why you haven't seen any of my pics is because i've haven't been taking lots of pictures of myself and even if i had, i'm too lazy to upload it. *bleahz*

and maybe, i'm growing older everyday and less narcistic? i really don't know.

what i do know is, i keep this blog alive to keep in touch with friends whom i hardly meet, albeit its pretty one-way as i'm sharing about my life nitty gritties, up-and-downs, frustrations, complains etc etc. two-ways occasionally when i've got comments. and three-way when i read the blogs of friends and know whats going on in their lives.

it also serves as my personal space to share my thoughts, vent my anger and give my 2 cents worth of whatever issue was fashionable.

re-reading the past also brings back lots of warm memories. like i just spent the last hour reading my archives, reminiscing some of the good old days. this is what keeps my memory of myself alive...

'yes, bryan tan hong kwee, this post is dedicated to your comment to me this morning, i love blogging and i think you should start one too!'

let's ping it!

edit @ 11.39pm : ok, i suck at technology. i ping-ed it all wrong. :( will try to do it correctly with the next post!

i'm getting fat. its true.

uncle neighbour : wa, congrats! expecting 2nd baby ar. good la, about time.
me : what.the.#$%^&*#$%^&xzyabctuv.

i already burn that set of clothes i was wearing. it must be the clothes.

but actually how to not get fat you tell me when i'm going to have dinner only at 11pm at least 3 times a week since i'm starting my lessons this week? that's like supper and you know what the experts say about not eating 3 hours before you sleep and suppers are a confirmed guarantee plus 20 chop sure get fat because the body slows down when you sleep and it takes a long time to burn up the fats and low metabolism rate as well and blah blah blah.

like i just ate 3 bbq chicken wings and a bag of fries with a can of coke contemplating if i should go on to my 2nd can. and i'm like yawning when typing this.

pretty glad though i'm not the only one whom's going to mug like mad sooooon. though everyone's in different courses and most probably different assignments and exam timelines but i guess we could all study together at one point or another or just motivate one another. especially this time round, many of them is like me - work and study. yay~ i'm not suffering alone. ha-ha.

come come, lets all form a study group... =)

what a beatiful lazy sunny sunday......10 minutes ago. now is what a boring hot everythingnotnice sunday.

just had a swim and feeling relaxed and wonderful till i got pissed and now everything just sucks. had lots to blog about when i was in a good mood but all the stuff that i wanted to say just vanished when moodiness crept into me.

mind's now in a blank and when i log-on blogspot to create a post, i totally had no idea what to blog. waiting for the seconds to tick by so that i can get more pissed later.

its so true woman's mood can swing from one end to the other in a matter of nanosecond.

grrrrrrrrrrrrr...